LIFE... as always.

in monochrome

2009-11-22T13:22:00.005+08:00

black & white + HDR

Flickr

2009-11-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

what's keeping me busy these days? my photostream... hihi

Feel free to drop comments / suggestions / reactions. Would really appreciate it a lot! Thanks!

Blessed be. ^.^

link : http://www.flickr.com/photos/kakkoii/

i ♥♥♥ bali

2009-08-27T02:22:00.006+08:00

I would have to say that it was one of the best trip I have had! Amazing sunset. Would definitely go back there and hoping this time naa nakoy ka hhww. hahaha

more pics at bontic.multiply.com

My Right Kind Of Wrong

2009-07-31T11:22:00.000+08:00

I don’t know now what’s right or wrong
When I hear a tune it becomes our song
And it may sound weird but it’s just true
I think there’s something here for you

Joan Saletrero

2009-07-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

grabbed from J's FB a/c

Joan (noun) : pronounced as jone.

smart, pretty and can stand on her own two feet. She's like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon.

Happy Birthday, dearest J! May all your wishes will come true.. (palihug nlang kog apil wish pra nko ha.. hahahaha)

Shoutout to ____ : She's a homerun. don't let her go ... charot! :)

make your 18th birthday a truly memorable one (decide na! hahaha)

Loves you :* :* :*

2009-06-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

The saddest thing in life is to Fall with NO one at all to catch you ...

what's the point

2009-06-03T19:40:00.002+08:00

Please don't do it, I say. 'Cause if you don't love me it's worthless anyway.
Please don't trouble yourself. You'll only go away in the end.

Move on, Maruja

2009-04-20T13:07:00.001+08:00

Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.

Thank you

2009-03-01T14:59:00.004+08:00

I just want to thank all of you who offered support, love and prayers for me last week. I went through a major operation, the mass thought to be a tumor penetrating my bladder was my appendix covered with tissues... The strength of your prayers were felt and experienced in a deep way, one which I consider in many ways to be miraculous.

Thank you so much.

God is Good!

photo above taken by Jhoe

Ms Cathy

2009-02-28T10:41:00.007+08:00

Can't imagine life w/o you... My bestest gurlfriend who's always there sticking up for me even when I know I am wrong.

Wala lang.. i know sad ka sa life. basin mka pa smile ni nmo =)

mwah! :* see you soon C. mg what is life session ta ni gurlfriend J. hihi

post vday

2009-02-16T20:58:00.002+08:00

If love is really forever then I'm a winner at a losing game

... I'm tired of losing.

02.14.2009

2009-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

The truest thing i know about relationships is that sometimes we dont know at all.

You can't always get the one you want and sometimes the one you get may not be the right one at all

But if you have hope, the universe has a funny way of showing you exacty what you mean. The Challenge... is to let yourself be alone until the right one shows up. ..but you cant hide either.

Heartbreaks sucks! ...but not having heartbreak sucks more. The answers aren't in a lecture or a book.

But maybe if you get yourself happy, you'll find the right one.

I believe this. Because against all odds I'm still an optimist.

That's the thing about love.

...if it were that easy, everyone would have it.

Nobody sees ...

2009-02-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

Who's gonna pick you up?
Who's gonna bend your rules?
Who's gonna be your prop?
Who's gonna play your fool?

Nobody know just how it feels today
Nobody sees how our hearts break

Who's gonna watch your back?
Who's gonna reel you in?
Who'll make surprise attacks?
Who's gonna be there at the end?

Nobody knows just how it feels today
Nobody sees how our hearts break

Who's gonna bring you round?
Who's gonna let you sleep?
Who's gonna break frown?
Who's gonna fall down at your feet?

Nobody knows......

IF ...

2009-01-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

If love is so easy then why am i stuck?
If life is so smooth why can't i get enough?

plurk plurk plurk

2009-01-30T01:05:00.001+08:00

photoshoot with chempai

2009-01-25T20:31:00.004+08:00

Location : Red Dot Art Museum, Singapore
Date : January 17, 2009

Right Next To The Right One

2009-01-23T11:55:00.001+08:00

What if we were meant to be together
What if you were meant to be the one
I could hide a million years and try to believe
That any time the boy in mind will come and rescue me

'Cause you're the fire, you're the one
But you'll never see the sun
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one
And I could call it many names
But it's myself I need to blame
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one

In the end you've got a friend for lifetime
Truly there to truly care for you
I know you cry a million tears so I want you to know
That a pretty face can take you places, you don't wanna go

'Cause you're the fire, you're the one
But you'll never see the sun
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one
And I could call it many names
But it's myself I need to blame
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one

So in the end it all depends on whether you'll find
Warm embraces when I replace the one you had in mind...

'Cause you're the fire, you're the one
But you'll never see the sun
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one
And I could call it many names
But it's myself I need to blame
If you don't know, you're right next to the right one

wish you were here

2009-01-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

We all get at least one good wish a year. Over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more. On eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars, and every now and then, one of those wishes comes true.

So what then?
Is it is as good as we'd hoped?
Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness?
Or, do we just notice we've got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished?

para sa ulipon

2009-01-11T12:58:00.001+08:00

What i will never get is how you can open your heart to someone who broke it into a million pieces, but could not open it to someone that just wanted to heal it...

destiny

2009-01-05T12:23:00.001+08:00

I'm dying to believe that you're out there.

Happy 2009

2009-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right.

Happy New Year!!!

Song of the day : Breakdown

2008-12-08T14:41:00.004+08:00

i saw you, you saw me.
that's when i needed you, you needed me.

i kissed you, you kissed me, and
thought forever, yeah, we'd always be.

well i like you, you like me.
seems that we fit, so perfectly.
you make me, feel worthy,
and i let you take care of me.

oh, we're alright now,
gonna break down the breakdown.

move from where we stand, see
what we don't want to see.

i love you, you love me, oh but
lately, something is wearing on me.
i've been growing, i've been
changing, and seems like you're barely moving.

oh, we're alright now,
gonna break down the breakdown.
move from where we stand,
see what we don't want to see.

there is nothing we can do to get past this.
nothing you could have said,
baby please don't fret,
our time has moved past us.

i love you, you love me,
is it possible we love differently?
you need me, but i need to, feel
strong, baby without you.

oh, we're alright now,
gonna break down the breakdown.
move from where we stand,
see what we don't want to see.

fix you - coldplay

2008-12-01T20:59:00.004+08:00

I really like this song though karaan na. A little part of me melts every time I hear it....haha oa!

enjoy!

...I need someone to fix me.

someday soon.

2008-11-28T00:04:00.004+08:00

I think it's time to put myself away

Seek out a little silence
Close the doors and sit a while
Walk a little

And as I put my words away
The flow slows
See this penny in a stream
Picking it up is easy.

Follow the shape of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my around
Possibly there's something that I found
Holding on for finding solid ground
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

I'll turn myself into the grass
And I'll grow
Take this space above my head
And live a little, little.

Gonna wear my feathered headress
Like an indian chief.
Gonna stretch out both my arms
I'm gonna test the temperature.

Follow the taste of it.
Jump in.
Swallow it whole.
Jump in.

Even though I know my around (even though)
Possibly there's something that I found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Even though I know my around (even though)
Possibly there's something newI found (possibly I, possibly I)
Holding on for finding solid ground (ohh..)
Someday soon.
Someday soon.

Maybe walk a little
Someday soon.

diploma

2008-11-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

bisaya version : Kung dili kapasar, walay Bayad
^_^ hahaha

domestic duty

2008-11-19T16:23:00.004+08:00

Inday on the move. hihi

this is what you get when you seek independence
faets.

high medium low

2008-11-18T23:17:00.004+08:00

Nglabad na akong ulo aning Report. Case Analysis really sucks!!! I'm tired. sleepy. HUNGRY. my eyes hurts. sick. Gorgeous. Pretty. hayyyyyy

Wake me up when Dec 17 na. hihihi

i miss . . .

2008-11-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

H O M E
='(

Kandila

2008-11-07T16:03:00.005+08:00

All it takes is one steady heart in a world that's turning
Shine a light and pierce the dark
Keep the candle burning.

One ray of light always breaks through
Follow wherever it takes you.

Catherine Mari P. Geverola

2008-10-30T00:57:00.005+08:00

I'd like to share your birthday cake

And a glass of wine for old times sake

But time has moved us far away

So I'll share your day this cyber way!

dli lang ko mg thank you thank you dnhi cath... i think you know nman jud cguro how thankful i am to have you as my BFF. charing!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

Happy Birthday!!! mwah! :*

smile

2008-10-24T21:34:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I sit at home and wondered how it'd be if he had loved me, truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing never happens for me
And so I go around and just pretend love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my makeup, put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
Cause i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
Singing la la la la

b a n g k o k

2008-08-28T00:20:00.007+08:00

Feeling photographer sa Bangkok (Krung Thep Maha Nakhon) hehe Here are some pics i took. Hope you'll like it....

...more pics here

Song of the day : Chasing Pavements

2008-08-21T21:47:00.001+08:00

I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

kane - let it be

2008-08-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

Well the answer is always the same,
Won't you please just let it be.
Cause I've been there and all I can say,
Is that it slips away from me.
With the memory of yesterday's grace,
She spins away from me,
So I can go on.

As cold as the void of the night,
The dark's surrounding me.
She leaves me there every time,
As alone as I can be.
And I drift with the thought of her eyes.
She's all that I can see,
But I will go on.

Every long night,
Every whisper,
Every song that never saw it coming,
And she says it's oh so right.

Every cold night,
Every shiver,
Every time I didn't feel it coming.
She says it's oh so right.

As heartless and cruel as can be,
She moves away from me.
Still I need to be hers every time,
With all that I can be.
As she calls in the deep of the night,
She takes all I've got from me,
So I can go on.

Every long night,
Every whisper,
Every song that never saw it coming,
Baby don't you know that it's not alright,
It's not alright, no, no, no.

Every cold night,
Every shiver,
Every silent scream,
And she never listens.
Well it's not alright, not alright.

She rides with the gods of the night,
She rules the tides in me.
She crushes the waves with her sigh,
And she...oh lord... becomes a part of me,
But her care is as sharp as a knife.
I'll say, for how can she step away from me,
How can you just walk away from me?

Every cold night,
Every whisper,
Every silent scream,
And you never listen.
And you say what?...It's alright,
Well it's not alright, no, no.

Every last time,
Every shiver,
Every dirty game.
Well it just isn't right,
It just isn't right.

She wakes at the dawn of the day,
And takes my heart from me.
Leaves me with nothing to say,
Nothing left for me,
But the fever of final goodbyes,
She spins away from me,
So I can go on...

I can go on.

love

2008-08-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

Love is cruel.
Love is strange.
Love spares no one in the end.

Details In The Fabric

2008-07-22T23:12:00.003+08:00

Calm down, deep breaths
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling on your threads
And breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm, then brace it
If it's a broken heart, then face it

And hold your own, know your name
And go your own way.
Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way.
And everything, will be fine.

Hang on, help is on the way
And stay strong, I'm doing everything

Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way.
Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way.
And everything,
Everything will be fine
Everything...

All the details in the fabric
All the things that make you panic
All your thoughts, results of static cling
All the things that make you blow
Ain't no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked,
It's just the fault of faulty manufacturing
Everything, will be fine
Everything, in time
Everything...

Hold your own, know your name
And go your own way.
Hold your own,
(all the details in the fabric)
Know your name
(all the things that make you panic)
And go your own way
(all your thoughts, results of static cling)

Hold your own,
(all the details in the fabric)
Know your name
(all the things that make you panic)
And go your own way
(is it mother nature's sewing machine?)

Hold your own,
(all the things that make you blow)
Know your name
(ain't no reason, go on and scream)
And go your own way.
(if you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing)

Everything, will be fine
Everything, in no time at all
Hearts will hold...

export LR

2008-07-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

Trying out Adobe Lightroom... Me sooooo likey. =)

once upon a time

2008-07-11T00:01:00.001+08:00

lomo kunohay

2008-07-10T23:38:00.004+08:00

try try lang sa ani nga style. ni uso man gud ni. hehehe

j o a n

2008-07-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

May this year bring with it all the success and fulfillment your heart desires.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JO!!!

...na late ang pg blog. g lang bday paman ghapon nimo ugma sa laing parts sa world. hihihi

repost 17.01.07

2008-07-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

Growing up is never easy.
You hold on to things that were.
You wonder what's to come.

But today, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be.

Other days.
New days.
Days to come.

The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up.

bintan

2008-06-22T19:25:00.005+08:00

Some pics from my Weekend Escapade in Bintan, Indonesia.

*my point of view*

*infinity pool*

*macro shot*

....more pics here

bored

2008-06-19T13:26:00.002+08:00

serenity

2008-06-17T09:34:00.008+08:00

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

photo taken : 15 June 2008
location : Pasir Ris Park, Singapore

an afternoon walk by the Beach

2008-06-08T00:20:00.004+08:00

There's something about sunsets that fascinates me...

Just beyond the sunset
Someone waits for me
Just beyond the sunset
Lies my destiny

...char char lang ni ako. hahaha

Taken: June 2008
Location : Sentosa, Singapore

revamp

2008-06-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

this page needs a revamp.

...... soon. =)

ang gugma

2008-02-14T10:51:00.003+08:00

Ang gugma bisan sakit makalingaw.
- kiss diri
- gakos didto
- i love you diri
- i miss you didto

... pero kung makakita nag lain byaan kana mahimo nang

- emperador diri
- redhorse didto
- matador diri
- san mig didto

- pisti diri
- yawa didto

malipayon sa?
mura kag boang nga

- hilak diri
- suka didto

dahhh!
Lingaw noh?
nganong ni enter! hahaha

Happy Valentines Day, everyone!!! =)

speak in silence

2008-02-08T11:13:00.001+08:00

Chasing fireflies.
Elusive dreams.
This pre-life crisis
Is killing me.
Beautiful tragedy.
Who I was.
Wasn't me.

some days...

2008-02-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

Some days ... the whole world seems upside down. And then somehow, and probably, and when you least expect it, the world rights itself again.

xmas in singapore '07

2007-12-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

@ orchard

bwehehehehe

2007-11-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Love is a game

2007-11-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

And maybe I'm a fool for walking in line
And maybe I should have tried to leave this time
I'm an honest mistake that you made
Did you mean to?
Did you mean?
Oh, did you mean?

Love is just a game
Broken all the same
And I will get over you
Love is just a lie
Happens all the time
Swear I know this much is true

lately . . .

2007-11-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

lately i've been lonely
lately i've been sad
lately i've been thinking of you
i guess what they say is true
love is in the air
so i'm feeling blue
and this longing's a need
close it all away

must be the clouds over here
must be the sound of your voice still in my head...

mao ni imong makuha kung mo tanaw kag tagalog movie. tsk tsk tsk

yeah yeah yeah

2007-11-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

Today that person you've been working so hard to charm is finally coming around!

-- hayyyyy bakakon nga horoscope. hmm.... tsk.

Beckham.. my world.

2007-11-04T13:55:00.000+08:00

MINE! ahahahahahahahaha

Nothing Brings Me Down

2007-05-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

RULES:

1. Put your ipod/ music player on shuffle mode.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

---

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? No Such Thing - John Mayer

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Million Faces - Paolo Nutini

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 7 Years - South Border

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? The G Code - Scarface

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? once upon alove - fourplay

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Celebrate (He Lives) - Fred Hammond

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Djelem ( Moldavia/Ucrania/Canada) - Codrn - Gypsy Caravan

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? Live Long - Kings Of Convenience

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Everybody Needs A Fence To Lean On - The Headlights

WHAT IS 2+2? I Should Have Cheated - Keisha Cole

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Beautiful Savior - Casting Crowns

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? The Water - Feist

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? A Perfect Sonnet - Bright Eyes

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Turnin' Me on - Natalie

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Songbird - Eva Cassidy

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? George's Helper - Pete Murray

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Ice Cream - Sarah McLachlan

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Selfish (Chillout version) - Sunset Daze

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Yi-Rrana - Putumayo Kids Presents: Dreamland - World Lullabies

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Wreck of the day - Anna Nalick

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Kathy With A K's Song - Bright Eyes

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST? Nothing Brings Me Down - Emiliana Torrini

b l e s s e d

2007-05-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

I welcome the sun
The clouds and rain
The wind that sweeps the sky clean and lets the sun shine again
This is the most magnificent life has ever been
Here is heaven and earth and the brilliant sky in between

Blessed is this life and i'm going to celebrate being alive.

I dwell in the darkness
I let in the light
I sleep in the afternoon and become the noise in the night
I trespass in temptation suffer in sacrifice
But I awake each day with the new sunrise.

Blessed is this life oh, and I'm gonna celebrate being alive

Manual for conserving paths

2007-04-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

1] The path begins with a crossroads. There you can stop and think what direction to follow. But don’t spend too much time thinking or you’ll never leave the spot. Ask yourself the classic Castañeda question: which of these paths has a heart? Reflect a lot on the choices that lie ahead, but once you have taken the first step, forget the crossroads for ever or else you will always torture yourself with the useless question: “did I take the right path?” If you listened to your heart before making the first movement, you chose the right path.

2] The path doesn’t last for ever. It is a blessing to travel the path for some time, but one day it will come to an end, so always be prepared to take leave of it at any moment. However enraptured you may be at certain landscapes, or scared whenever you have to make a great effort to go ahead, don’t get too used to anything. Neither to the hours of euphoria, nor to the endless days when everything seems so difficult and progress is so slow. Don’t forget that sooner or later an angel will appear and your journey will reach an end.

3] Honor your path. It was your choice, your decision, and just as you respect the ground you step on, that ground will respect your feet. Always do what is best to conserve and keep your path and it will do the same for you.

4] Be well equipped. Carry a small rake, a spade, a penknife. Understand that penknives are no use for dry leaves, and rakes are useless for herbs that are deep-rooted. Know also what tool to use at each moment. And take care of them, because they are your best allies.

5] The path goes forward and backward. At times you have to go back because something was lost, or else a message to be delivered was forgotten in your pocket. A well tended path enables you to go back without any great problems.

6] Take care of the path before you take care of what is around you. Attention and concentration are fundamental. Don’t be distracted by the dry leaves at the edges or by the way that others are looking after their paths. Use your energy to tend and conserve the ground that accepts your steps.

7] Be patient. Sometimes the same tasks have to be repeated, like tearing up weeds or closing holes that appear after unexpected rain. Don’t let that annoy you - that is part of the journey. Even though you are tired, even though certain tasks are repeated so often, be patient.

8] Paths cross. People can tell what the weather is like. Listen to advice, and make your own decisions. You alone are responsible for the path that was entrusted to you.

9] Nature follows its own rules. In this way, you have to be prepared for sudden changes in the fall, slippery ice in winter, the temptations of flowers in spring, thirst and showers in the summer. Make the most of each of these seasons, and don’t complain about their characteristics.

10] Make your path a mirror of yourself. By no means let yourself be influenced by the way that others care for their paths. You have your soul to listen to, and the birds to tell what your soul is saying. Let your stories be beautiful and pleasant to everything around you. Above all, let the stories that your soul tells during the journey be echoed at each and every second of the path.

11] Love your path. Without this, nothing makes any sense.

--- Paulo Coelho

Free HUGS Campaign

2007-04-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes a hug is all we need.
Spread love.

Cold Water

2007-04-19T15:17:00.001+08:00

Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?

Love one's daughter
Allow me that
And I can't let go of your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Or am I lost?

Cold, cold water surrounds me now
And all I've got is your hand
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?
Lord, can you hear me now?

Or am I lost?

p i c t o r i a l

2007-04-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

mao ni ang mahitabo kung wa na jud koy lingaw... wahhhhhhhhhhhh

feeling model kaau ko. pasensya birthday nko :P hahahaha

happy birthday.

2007-04-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

I always knew looking back on my tears would bring me laughter, but I never knew looking back on my laughter would make me cry.

i soooo miss everybody
='(

that’s the way of friends

2007-04-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

You and me, we were getting to be such very good friends
With you and me, it was so hard to see how the story could end
With moons and Junes, half-remembered tunes, and a love that would not bend
Don’t people say that’s the way of friends.

Me and you, we were seeing it thru just two of a kind
With me and you so tried and so true, we were rhythm and rhymed
All the starry nights, early city lights love was just one step behind
Don’t people say that’s the way of friends.

On a trains and planes
Crowded freeway lanes
Can’t explain the way of friends.
And a silent telephone
Locked unhappy homes
Were just things that have never known
`Bout friends…
Friends

You and me, we were getting to be such very good friends
With you and me, that was so hard to see how the story could end
With these broken lines half-remembered rhymes and a love that would not bend
Don’t people say that’s the way of friends.

Don’t people say that’s the way of friends
Friends…
Friends.

All You Need

2007-04-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

oh lord it's another day; nothing seemed to go my way
and i know that i can't complain
cause you've been so good to me
but here i am burdened again,
and i can't seem to find my friend
whose name is hope and i can't pretend that i'm not weary so
(why does it always seem that i) keep losin,
no matter what i'm doin
(all i want to do is live this life)
so i'm prayin then i hear you sayin

don't look no further cause i'm all you need
no matter the problem the answer's in me
i'll give you courage and i'll give you peace
when you get tired you can lean on me

oh it's hard to understand, that there is a master plan
that he's got our life in his hands and there is reason
and a time and season, to everything that comes along
though it seems all faith is gone, just keep on believing
and you'll hear him say to you

don't look no further cause i'm all you need
no matter the problem the answer's in me
i'll give you courage and i'll give you peace
when you get tired you can lean on me

while you're hesitating, know that the lord is waiting
instead of all this worrying and wondering
here's what you should do
know he'll see you through,
he cares for you and you should know
he'll never let you go

don't look no further cause i'm all you need
no matter the problem the answer's in me
i'll give you courage and i'll give you peace
when you get tired you can lean on me

don't look no further cause i'm all you need
no matter the problem the answer's in me
i'll give you courage and i'll give you peace
when you get tired you can lean on me

I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For

2007-04-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

=( ang life

2007-04-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

Nobody said it was easy...
No one ever said it would be so hard...

s m i l e

2007-04-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching;
Smile even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by.
If you smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow,
You'll see the sun come shining through for you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

m a y b e (kaskade)

2007-03-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

Maybe...
Seems like the only word we trust
So uncertain...
We stumble to understand our fall.

Maybe we're starting to deal
(Talkin' about us)
Maybe this love can be real
(Won't be walkin' away)
Maybe inside we feel
I'm not talking about us.

Maybe...
You can make me smile when you're around
You can be sunshine
But even sometimes the sunshine can bring me down.

Don't Let The Sun Catch You Crying

2007-03-26T10:12:00.000+08:00

Don't let the sun catch you cryin'
The night's the time for all your tears
Your heart may be broken tonight
But tomorrow in the morning light
Don't let the sun catch you cryin'

The night-time shadows disappear
And with them go all your tears
For the morning will bring joy
For every girl and boy
So don't let the sun catch you cryin'

We know that cryin's not a bad thing
But stop your cryin' when the birds sing

It may be hard to discover
That you've been left for another
But don't forget that love's a game
And it can always come again
Oh don't let the sun catch you cryin'
Don't let the sun catch you cryin', oh no

hayyyyy... my becks.

2007-03-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

My Tarot Reading

2007-03-06T08:42:00.000+08:00

	how you feel about yourself now (Justice) You are feeling that things will go your way, you believe in fairness and justice in all things. If you are considering partnership issues, personal or professional, dealings will go well. Perhaps you are about to sign a contract or legal document, this will be beneficial to you. If someone has done wrong to you it will be put right and you will feel justice has been done.
	what you most want at this moment (The Chariot) The cards suggest bontic, that what you most want at this time is success, to win and not give up the fight. You are successful and assertive in most things, or if you haven’t quite got the success you want, you will get it. This is a time of movement and change - expect a journey relating to work, or if you want that car you’ve been looking at, go get it.
	your fears (The Lovers) Ones heart is ruling ones head! You are so afraid of being hurt you are paralysed into non-action. To have or not to have? To stay or to go? Throw caution to the wind, great happiness awaits you if you can trust what you feel and ignore the fear and do it anyway.
	what is going for you (Temperance) You are about to enter a period of peace and harmony in your relationship, career or life generally. You will find a way of handling difficult circumstances with calm confidence. Life is flowing at this time enjoy it.
	what is going against you (The Magician) Someone, most likely male, isn’t quite what they seem. Trickery and deception cleverly disguised as charm and friendliness, so be sure that this person really does have your best interests at heart. If someone who you feel wary of is presenting you with a business opportunity, be cautious and trust your instincts.
	outcome (The Tower) A period of dramatic change and upheaval, however this period of change will herald a new beginning. It is time to re-evaluate - sometimes, as difficult as the disappointment has been to take, change can create new possibilities you never dreamed of. There could be problems relating to your property, or if considering a new property or move, progress will be thwarted.

---

2007-03-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

March.
... is here.
... the month that i've been waiting for.
... the month that i don't want to come.

Days.
... 13 days til my last day in iComm.
... 16 days til my last day in Cebu.

Time.
... is running so fast.
... i need more time.
... i want to hold on time.

Now.
... im happy.
... sad.
... but happy.
... scared.
... excited.
... but sad.

i don't want to go.

But.
... i have to go.
... i need to do this.

This is it.

Argh.

=(

"Is It Over"

2007-02-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

Is it over, are you really over her
Is it over, or will you take her back again
If it's over if you can let her memory in
Come on over, we'll let our love begin
You say you can't count the times that she's hurt you
And she's hurt you for the last time
Now you say I'm the one that you're needing
But is the need in your heart or just in your mind
Is it over are you really over her
Is it over, or will you take her back again
If it's over you can let her memory in
Come on over...we'll let our love begin
You know that I'm yours for the asking
If you're really asking, for true love
Words can't express how I want you
Oh, how I want to believe you're giving her up
But is it over are you really over her
Is it over or will you take her back again
If it's over you can let her memory in
Come on over we'll let our love begin
Is it over come on over let our love begin
Is it over

m a y b e

2007-02-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

Maybe we're not supposed to be happy.
Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy.
Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is.
Appreciating small victories.
Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human.
Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know.
And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know.

At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

S o m e d a y

2007-02-12T11:55:00.000+08:00

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

H u m a n S p a r k

2007-02-10T13:09:00.001+08:00

God, for the love of me
I don't know why
We hurt each other
In the name of what is right
Oh what we think is right
God, for the life of Man's inhumanity to man

There's a river of sorrow
Running thru my heart
Thru the long night I will follow
The glimmer in the dark
Lord, You are the human spark

God, for the life of me
I cannot explain
How people born of love
Lose there way to hate
Oh there's got to be a better way

E a s y

2007-02-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

I know it sounds funny but I just can't stand the pain
Boy I'm leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me boy you know I've done all I can
You see I beg, stole, and I borrowed
Yeah!

That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
It's why I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning

I wanna be high
So high
I wanna be free to know the things I do are right
I wanna be free
Just me
Oh babe!

It's why I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning
It's why I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning

-----------
Listen:
Easy : Faith No More

Love Story : You. Me. Her.

2007-02-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

“Hello?”
“Krissy? Did I wake you?”

I hear your sad, but hopeful voice on the phone. Suddenly, a feeling of warmth spread all throughout my system. Your voice does that. It never fails to amaze me how much you can do with such little effort.

“Hey, Yosh … it’s three in the morning, how could you not wake me up?” I kidded, trying to lighten your mood.

I know why you’re calling again. I know that tone of voice too well. I know you too well.

“I know.” You whisper apologetically. But something else is on your mind. You do not really mean the apology you said, you said it just to fill the emptiness. “We broke up.”

I fought hard to push back the joy that’s bubbling over me. But I know I’ll be hearing more of this thing between you two. My temporary moment of happiness was cut off. Reality sank in. You. Her. When will it end? When will I stop hearing about her? But then again, before her, there were others, and surely, after her, there will be others too. That is, if you even get over her.

There was something about her, I remember you telling me that. Why is it that there’s always something in the girls you’ve liked that isn’t in me? If you combine all the somethings that these girls possess, I will be nothing in comparison.

But isn’t that what I am to you? Nothing? Nothing but your buddy. Your best friend who always sees you through.

Still I respond caringly.

“What happened?”

You take in a deep breath and everything starts flowing out.

She’s been distant lately and you don’t know what’s gotten over her. You tried talking to her but she wouldn’t open up. Things have been different between the two of you. You’re going crazy thinking about what it is you’ve done wrong, and how you could make it up to her. Tonight, you decided to cook her dinner and make her everything she wants. But you ended up fighting over petty things. Things that don’t even matter if you think about it.

I groan. How come the nice guys always end up being the slaves of these women? Can’t you see she can’t love you the way I do? Can’t you see she couldn’t give you the love you deserve? But I shouldn’t be thinking, I should be listening to you while you pour your soul out to me.

You flared up and asked her what she wanted, you were now saying over the phone. She suddenly went quiet and said she wanted her freedom. You felt your world suddenly crash around you. You couldn’t breathe for a moment.

“Do you love her?” I ask, afraid what I will hear might kill me.

“You know I’ve never been in love before. I love her so much. I don’t think I can bear losing her.” Your voice is cracking; I can feel the pain you’re going through. I forget the pain I feel for myself because of the pain I feel for you.

I can almost see you, frustrated, running a hand through your straight hair. Sitting in the dark, clutching to the phone as if it would save you from drowning into your sorrow.

I don’t know what hurts more, the fact that you’re suffering, or the fact that you’re suffering because of her.

Life can be so funny. Life can be so damn funny I want to cry. I want to cry for you and me, and all the things wasted in this world. Wasted because people can’t see clearly.

“It’s okay.” I say, not knowing what else to tell you. There is nothing more I could say or do to make you feel better. It’s unfair when you think of it.

She doesn’t do anything yet she means the world to you. I do everything and I don’t mean a thing to you.

Well, maybe I do. There were times I almost thought I mean more to you than what you let on. There were times I could almost feel you feel it too. Sometimes I thought I could be more than a best friend to you. Obviously, I was wrong.

“I don’t know…” Your voice is dripping with sadness. “I don’t think I can get over her. She was everything I could ever wish for. I love her so much.”

Damn you Yoshi. I whisper through gritted teeth.

Damn you for being so stupid.

Damn you for being so blind.

Damn you. Damn me. Damn.

I’m here. I’m here, can’t you see me? Can’t you feel me? I’m here, you idiot. What is wrong with you?

“Look,” I find myself blurting out. “Why don’t you sleep on it? I still have an exam tomorrow morning; I can’t afford to fail this one just because she couldn’t see how good she’s got it. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, okay?”

I regretted those words the moment they came out of my mouth. I sounded a bit too bitter, a bit too harsh. “I’m sorry” I start to say.

“No.” You cut me off. “I’m sorry for being a pain… it’s just that you’re the only one who understands me. You’re the only one I could turn to, Krissy.”

I feel warmth all over my body again. But this time I shiver. Why do I shiver in the warmth? I hug my blanket closer to my chest. Why won’t your voice give me warmth now?

I look at my window; clouds are starting to cover the moon. Darkness is winning over light. I continued to stare for a while, hoping the clouds would stop, but they didn’t. Soon the moon was entirely covered with dark fluffy clouds. I sigh.

“I know, Yosh.” I barely whisper and put the phone down.

Because I DO know.

I know how it feels to have your world crash around you. I know how it feels to gasp in order to breathe. I know how it feels to love. I know, Yosh. You know why? Because every time I’m with you, I feel all of these. You do these things to me, repeatedly.

Yet I still stay.

Now, as I clutch my blanket, hanging on for dear life, I suddenly realize, maybe I need to stay away from you. You are my life, and you’re killing me. You’re killing me slowly.

Maybe it’s time.

b i t c h (by kubb)

2007-02-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

don't Fall I won't be there
now that you're free
no matter how hard I try now
it just wasn't meant to be
and I won't communicate
it isn't worth the hate

don't call, don't come around

Breaking My Heart Again

2007-02-03T10:25:00.000+08:00

Need to know
Don't wanna know
Already know
I've seen the signs
I watch you as you pull yourself away from me.

Can't believe
I wanna believe
How can I believe?
You're making me doubt
I thought I knew you
I don't even know myself.

I'm losing faith
I'm losing all faith

You're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart again
Don't ask me to start
Ask me to start
Don't ask me to start again
Start again

I wanna fight
Afraid to fight
Why don't I fight?
And make you see
I hold my breath
And disappear inside myself

I'm losing strength
I'm losing all strength

You're breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart again
Don't ask me to start
Ask me to start
Don't ask me to start again
Start again

you're breaking my heart again

Don't ask me to start
Ask me to start
Just don't ask me to start again
Start again

No.

I'm losing you
I'm losing you

t a l k

2007-01-30T19:35:00.000+08:00

oh, brother I can’t get through
I’ve been trying hard to meet you
‘cause I don’t know what to do
oh, brother I can’t believe it’s true
I’m so scared about the future
and I want to talk to you
oh, I want to talk to you

you can take a picture of something you see
in the future, where will I be?
you can climb a ladder up to the sun
or a write a song nobody has sung
or do something that’s never been done

are you lost or incomplete?
do you feel like a puzzle?
you can’t find your missing piece?
tell me, how do you feel?
well, I feel like they’re talking in a language I don’t speak
and they’re talking it to me

so you take a picture of something you see
in the future, where will I be?
you can climb a ladder up to the sun
or a write a song nobody has sung
or do something that’s never been done
do something that’s never been done

so you don’t know where you’re going
and you want to talk?
and you feel like you’re going where you’ve been before?
you tell anyone who’ll listen, but you feel ignored?
nothing’s really making any sense at all?

let’s talk
let’s talk
let’s talk
let’s talk

r e m i n d e r

2007-01-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.

Breathe.
Let go.
And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.

l a n d s l i d e

2007-01-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
'til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky -What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin'...ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
I don't know.....I don't know

Well I've been afraid of changin'
because I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder, even children get older
And I'm getting older too....

So, take my love...take it down
Climb a mountain and turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills...
well the landslide will bring it down
The landslide will bring it down

y o u

2007-01-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Its because you're not there to catch me if I fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
Its you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
Its you I want to fall in love with...

Dahil ikaw

2007-01-11T10:12:00.001+08:00

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May lungkot na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba'y hindi maintindihan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong isipan
May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan

Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay sa iyo
Na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa iyo

Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita
Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May sakit na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong panaginip
Na tayong dalawa masayang magkapiling

Sana'y pagbigyan ang nadaramang ito
Sana masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako

Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)

hmmm....

2007-01-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

Do you think it's possible to love someone your whole life and never really realize it until something happens that makes you see?

Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad?

2006-12-21T10:02:00.001+08:00

Why does my heart
Feel so bad?
Why does my soul
Feel so bad?

These open doors

t.i.m.e.

2006-12-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds. All of us want is more time. Time to stand up, time to grow up, time to let go... time.

s l e e p

2006-11-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

i LOVE sleep ....

My life has a tendency to fall apart when i'm awake..

---Ernest Hemingway

on trust

2006-11-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you”

Love & Tequila

2006-11-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

They say LOVE makes the world go round.....

well.........

so does five shots of TEQUILA.

WHAT'S THEIR POINT???

=)

bus

2006-11-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

just because my eyes don't have tears doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry... & just because i come out strong doesn't mean there's nothin wrong. Often, i choose to pretend i'm happy so i don't have to explain myself to people who'll never understand.... Smilin has always been easier than explainin why i'm sad =(

? ? ?

2006-11-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?

l i f e

2006-10-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

-- Meredith Grey

If I Had A Wish

2006-10-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

If I had a wish, I would say
I'd love to love you-
every day.
Building memories-
one-two-three,
and we'd become a
family.

If I had a wish, I know I dream
of us growing older
as a team.
With cozy nights,
and loving days,
with phone calls made-
just to say,

I Love You.

If I had a wish, yes, this I know-
You'd feel all my love
and you would know-
that you're the one
who share's my life,
and I'm the one
who's called your wife.

Oh, is this just a wish? A silly dream?
Am I fooling myself? Is it all a scheme?
I look at our life, and what do I see?
No laughs, no hugs, no family.
I see a house that isn't a home-
not one WE built to call OUR own.
I see an empty room, and my heart, it breaks.

Oh, what a fool I've been. Can it be true?
Please tell me I'm wrong! Please say it's untrue!
Dear, God, help me see, help me know, help me feel-
the difference between a dream and what's real.

My eyes how they water at my wish gone astray.
I grow weary, and sadder with each passing day.
How I want to believe what you say is the truth-
But, I now feel the time robbing me of my youth.

I am frightened, so frightened. Alone in this plight.
You love me, I know, but it's not going right.
I don't make you happy..Oh, why is this so?
Why aren't I enough for you to let go-
of these things that are taking you so far away.
You go further and further with each passing day.

Can't you see how I miss you? Can't you see what it's done?
My heart has been shattered- I thought YOU were the one.
I still want that so much, but it's hard to believe,
that you want is as badly, that you really want me.

I don't think I can take anymore heartache,
promises spoken that never awake.
You were my star in a night filled with black-
you were the reason I chose to fight back-
You were the reason I chose to believe,
that love could happen, and work out for me.

But, look what it's done, this foolish heart of mine.
I believed and I waited, and now there's little time.
For life doesn't wait, the clock doesn't stop-
Suddenly we're old, and we see what we've lost.

You'll never know how I loved, how I love you still-
you'll never know of the pain of a life unfulfilled.
Your heart doesn't long for the life that I need,
we're different, I fear, and it's hard to believe.

You had the power, or I used to think so,
to walk as my equal, together we'd grow.
I wanted to be the one to whom you'd say,
"You are my love, my life, my way."

And, I would say to you, in this wish of mine,
"You are the one I will love for all time.
You are my spring, my fall, my summer, my spring.
You are part of my soul, you're my everything."

But, no! Oh, please, tell me why that's not so!
Why am I crying? Why is it so cold?
Why is there no child to call you dear Father?
Why is there no child to call me dear Mother?

I can ask for all time, though I fear there's no way,
to find what we need to begin life TODAY.
My heart longs for this, for it's part of me.
Am I simply to wish for an eternity?

My heart longs for your love. Is it never to be?
No days full of laughter? No baby makes three?
Yes, I know I'm unhappy, I'm not much of a friend.
Please know it's because.. my heart's fooled me again.

I do love you, and I'm so very sorry we have lost our way.

------ © Ellen M. DuBois

I Missed You

2006-10-13T17:16:00.000+08:00

Today I thought about you
and I realized something.
I felt like a part of me was missing,
and I discovered it was you.

We're so comfortable around each other,
and we don't have to think about
what we say, or how we say it.
I missed that today. I missed you.

I thought of the times when we
kicked back, shared our dreams, our hopes,
and plans ~ and you really listened.
I missed that today. I missed you.

Remembering your smile,
and how you made me smile ~
created a smile.
I love how being just who we are is enough.
I missed that today. I missed you.

And so, as you go through your busy day,
and I go through mine,
please know that you often cross my mind,
and I missed you today. I missed you.

People get ready

2006-10-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

People get ready
There's a train a-coming
You don't need no baggage
You just get on board
All you need is faith
To hear the diesels humming
Don't need no ticket
You just thank the Lord

People get ready
For the train to Jordan
Picking up passengers
From coast to coast
Faith is the key
Open the doors and board them
There's room for all
among the loved the most

There ain't no room
for the hopeless sinner
Who would hurt all mankind just
To save his own
Have pity on those
whose chances are thinner
Cause there's no hiding place
From the Kingdom's Throne

So people get ready
for the train a-comin'
You don't need no baggage
you just get on board !
All you need is faith
to hear the diesels humming
Don't need no ticket
you just thank, you just thank the Lord

I'm getting ready
I'm getting ready
this time I'm ready
this time I'm ready

2006-10-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

LOVE isn't when you keep HOLDING ON, it's when you learn to LET GO...

Damascus

2006-10-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

Years ago you said to me
"I think I'm losing the fight
Or the fight's losing me
I'm not certain"
And here we are
The closing scene
And all the house lights come up
Oh, the falling of our final curtain

I've played a role so long that I've forgotten myself
I said I'd be there and I'm keeping my word
You've played yourself so well
And now I want to be you
A great imitation of losing my nerve

So it's over
And everything is wrong
Everything is gone
I know that everything means nothing
Oh, it's over
I don't want to fight
I don't want to be right
I know that everything means nothing
On the road to Damascus they fell

I saw the light
I saw the light
But hey, it never saw me
Oh, conversion has just left me heathen
And we could wait a thousand years
Perhaps a million or more
If it's worth waiting for
But I'm leaving

And so on to a mecca of earthly delights
Depression is only desire deprived
Once more unto the breach and fuck my getting it right
We've died for so long
Let's just get out alive

'Cause it's over
And everything is wrong
Everything is gone,
I know that everything means nothing,
Oh, it's over
And I don't want to fight
I don't want to be right
I know that everything means nothing
On the road to Damascus they fell
Well I've been to Damascus

Hell is where I'm gonna be
The devil my intimate friend
And hell is other people's hearts
And knowing that everything must end

Oh, it's over
And everything is wrong
Everything is gone
I know that everything means nothing
Oh, it's over
But I don't want to fight
I don't want to be right
I know that everything means nothing

Oh, it's over
Oh

Oh, it's over
And I don't want to fight
I don't want to be right
I know that everything means nothing
On the road to Damascus they fell
Well, I've been to Damascus as well

Away from the Sun

2006-09-04T13:33:00.000+08:00

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

Cause now again I've found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

Cause now again I've found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way
Back into the arms that care about
The ones like me
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines
To light the way
For me

Cause now again I've found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way
Back into the arms that care about
The ones like me
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again

I'm gone...

-- 3 doors down